Alas, without fail, once again I became inspired, wanted to do a landscape, looked at some peoples tutorials for ideas, started drawing... and fucking hated it.

The issue is, I can see the image... but I have no clue what to do. I have no idea how to paint/draw it..

So everything comes out half-assed...

And again something in the back of my mind keeps repeating "just delete the account, you know/have noone with the proper skill to teach you, you barely draw, you obviously can't learn on your own, when you do draw you always end up in a bad mood, you sweat, get nervous, and worry throughout the entire process. You have no fun, and through this, you will never be able to further develop any skills."

And the other quiet little voice says "no, just keep going, one day you'll get there, just keep trying!"

I need some words of encouragement...

...or a teacher.... ;_;

I dunno... I guess you guys're tired of my whining by now, or some of you (Out of the whole gigantic group of 4 who watch me) didn't even read this 'cause of the title. I guess I should quit posting shit like this. None of you wanna hear about my problems. XD

This'll be the last

I promise.